Gas Leak, 2015

Beloved son
When the thunder struck did
The sound wave reach your ear
Restless particles
Oscillating against the
Body of matter and gravity
Or was it all silence
Siren screeches

They whisper the walls down
And the smoke licks out from the rubble
And I saw it
First on my phone
Before rushing out of my apartment in the ABC’s
Sprinted to 7th and 2nd
To see the the circus
I double-knotted the laces of my
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And in that whiteness I first saw sun
But in the smoked chimney 7th street
The mirage was unsustainable and the
White became abyss to me

And the helicopter blades severed the air
Into sinusoidal hands that tugged at my shirt
And stuttering sound emissions
That shook the flames
Flames that stretched like cat spines
Reaching upward towards the sky
Tadasana, mountain pose of smoke
Fingers of rippling heated air curling up in prayer and pushing
The last structures down into the Earth and
A plume of grey ash bloomed out in every direction
And suddenly you could see into the windows of the adjacent apartment building
Like peeling back the bark from the stalk and
Revealing the cellular structures within the walls
And the whiteness captured them, the starers standing in their windows
Their view of brick and mortar replaced by the trickle of siren lights and shimmering reflections through the smoke
And they stood there, naked and in awe
Looking out at a sudden emptiness
A new angle of space within the familiar cross street
And the city looking back at them
In mutual surprise and understanding
And I felt a sudden shame at looking in at the intimacy of the moment
And turned away and noticed that my
White shoes had turned grey